third。 written。
[ locked away from
breaks_destiny so much ]
[ she can't even bring herself to use voice for this - just sending this message out in general is already embarassing enough, but she can't think of it by herself, so.. have some written text, Luceti. ]
So, let's say there's a person who did a lot for you, and even though you still can't really take it in you feel like you should at the very least try to do something back for them in return. Since it's only natural, and maybe you want to show you care as well or whatever. Something like that.
But all the things they did are so big combined that you can't even start to think of something that would be big enough or of equal value to give in return. So.. what should you even do in a situation like that?
... Purely hypothetical, I mean.
......
This is stupid.
[ she can't even bring herself to use voice for this - just sending this message out in general is already embarassing enough, but she can't think of it by herself, so.. have some written text, Luceti. ]
So, let's say there's a person who did a lot for you, and even though you still can't really take it in you feel like you should at the very least try to do something back for them in return. Since it's only natural, and maybe you want to show you care as well or whatever. Something like that.
But all the things they did are so big combined that you can't even start to think of something that would be big enough or of equal value to give in return. So.. what should you even do in a situation like that?
... Purely hypothetical, I mean.
......
This is stupid.

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Aha, I knew it![..WAIT CRAP BETTER SCRATCH THAT OUT. VIOLENTLY. GIANT BLACK BOX NOW. You saw nothing, Ange. Nothing.]So this is purely hypothetical, right? [Atsuro's not buying it, but whatever. He'll roll with it and see if he can help out at all.]
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[ but Atsuro, sorry, you're not getting off that easily. ]
I see you're practicing with your artistic skills though.
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[damn it.]
I spelled something wrong.
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Yeah, hypothetical is a pretty difficult word to spell even when you've just seen it spelled out for you, right? [ she's probably deadpan kidding again. but you know, it's hard to tell with text. ]
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[Not only is it hard to tell with text, but it's just hard to tell with Ange in general.] Hey, mistakes happen! [Soooob Ange.]
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[ it is, it's just another level of difficulty when text is involved. ]
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[Mania mode.]
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Look at it both ways then. If you were doing it as a friend, what would you want? And if you were doing it as something [more than a friend?] else, what then?
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If it was as a friend, I wouldn't expect anything in return, maybe I would just want them to like it or something like that. But.. [ oh god this is so awkward AVOIDING THE EXACT WORDING STILL. ] ... otherwise, I'd like them to return my feelings, at least.
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[...FRENEMIES? Except I wouldn't call them enemies at all... TROLL AND TROLLEE FRIENDS? idek]
So didn't you just answer your question right there then? He would either like for you to not give him anything in return, or for you to just return his feelings. Right?
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The problem is that neither of those feel right. [ no ange the problem is that you would like to do the latter but you're too tsundere.. ]
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Why not? You just said yourself that those are the type of things you'd want. If it counts for anything, that's how I would feel too if given the situation. I'm sure he's no different.
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Still, I guess in a way it's also pleasing my own conscience. I feel selfish if I receive too much and don't do anything in return.
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I think returning feelings for someone can be the best thing to do in return though. [Or buying them a computer---]
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Returning feelings isn't as easy as you're trying to make it sound though, just so you know.